Thursday, October 29, 2009

What a beautiful rainy day.


I'm pretending to say that today is a beautiful day because I received an annoying email this morning. But I don’t want to let it ruin my whole day today.

.:HAPPY DAY:.
.:HAPPY DAY:.

.:HAPPY DAY:.


p/s: Today is Noorman's father's Birthday!!!! Happy birthday abah..

Tuesday, October 27, 2009

99 things you must do (before you get OLD)


The craziest thing I've done last week; I droped my drinks on my laptop that time, and you know why am I standing under the office's air-cond!


1. Started your own blog
2. Slept under the stars
3. Played in a band (not my own band, but I went to jamming with friends once in a while back when I was in college)
4. Visited Hawaii and danced on a lava cliff with the roar of the Pacific below.
5. Watched a meteor shower
6. Given more than you can afford to charity
7. Been to Disneyland
8. Climbed a mountain (not really a mountain, just a hill; Kopungit Hill back when I was in college. Quite enough to make asthma!)
9. Held a praying mantis
10. Sang a solo
11. Bungee jumped (not really a bungee jump, but Space Shoot at Genting Highland Park, it made me cried!)
12. Visited Paris
13. Watched a lightning storm at sea
14. Taught yourself an art from scratch
15. Adopted a child
16. Had food poisoning
17. Walked to the top of the Statue of Liberty
18. Grown your own vegetables
19. Seen the Mona Lisa in France
20. Slept on an overnight train
21. Had a pillow fight (then, I got asthma after that)
22. Hitch hiked
23. Taken a sick day when you’re not ill to avoid taking the kids to school
24. Built a snow fort
25. Held a lamb well
26. Gone skinny dipping
27. Run a Marathon
28. Ridden in a gondola in Venice (not a real Venice, but also at Genting Highland)
29. Seen a total eclipse in a bucket
30. Watched a sunrise or sunset
31. Hit a home run in softball and rounders
32. Been on a cruise
33. Seen Niagara Falls in person
34. Visited the birthplace of your ancestors
35. Seen an Amish community
36. Taught yourself a new language (Tamil language)
37. Had enough money
38. Seen the Leaning Tower of Pisa in person
39. Gone rock climbing
40. Seen Michelangelo’s David
41. Sung karaoke (ALWAYS and my all time favorite!)
42. Seen Old Faithful geyser erupt
43. Bought a stranger a meal at a restaurant
44. Visited Africa
45. Walked on a beach by moonlight
46. Been transported in an ambulance
47. Had your portrait painted
48. Gone deep sea fishing
49. Seen the Sistine Chapel in person
50. Been to the top of the Eiffel Tower in Paris
51. Gone scuba diving or snorkeling
52. Kissed in the rain
53. Played in the mud
54. Gone to a drive-in theater
55. Been in a movie
56. Visited the Great Wall of China
57. Started a business (Will be!!)
58. Taken a martial arts class
59. Visited Russia
60. Served at a soup kitchen
61. Sold Girl Scout Cookies
62. Gone whale watching
63. Got flowers for no reason ( I got a sunflower during my last day in high school and I don't know from whom)
64. Donated blood, platelets or plasma
65. Gone sky diving
66. Visited a Nazi Concentration Camp
67. Bounced a check
68. Flown in a helicopter
69. Saved a favorite childhood toy
70. Visited the Lincoln Memorial
71. Eaten Caviar
72. Pieced a quilt
73. Stood in Times Square
74. Toured the Everglades
75. Been fired from a job
76. Seen the Changing of the Guards in London
77. Broken a bone
78. Been on a speeding motorcycle
79. Seen the Grand Canyon in person
80. Published a book (Just a handmade novel. I won a 1st prize short stories writing competition once!)
81. Visited the Vatican
82. Bought a brand new car
83. Walked in Jerusalem
84. Had your picture in the newspaper (Not a newspaper, but an local art mag)
85. Kissed a stranger at midnight on New Year's Eve
86. Visited the White House
87. Killed and prepared an animal for eating (I'm not actually the one who killed it, but i cleaned it and prepared it)
88. Had chickenpox
89. Saved someone’s life
90. Sat on a jury
91. Met someone famous outside of Malaysia? (I met Phillipines GangStarz stars)
92. Joined a book club
93. Lost a loved one (my bestfriend, back when I was 8 years old. He died cause of cancer)
94. Had a baby (OMG!)
95. Seen the Alamo in person
96. Swam in the Great Salt Lake
97. Been involved in a law suit
98. Owned a cell phone (I owned my 1st Motorola cellphone when I was 16 years old)
99. Been stung by a bee



How? Willing to do?
The *(Bold) is which I think I've done, maybe...
 
Copied from my sister's blog

Déjà-vu






I have a déjà-vu inside
A feeling that I don’t have words of how to let the things came out
A love and a road of life that I need to walk through for the rest of my life
A future and the past that keeps haunting me days by days
A light that brighten up my days
And the dark side that keep whispering into my tiny heart

My past of memories was full with things that I don’t even know of how to let them stop chasing me
My future of dreams is full with thousand thoughts and reveries that came from my endless imaginations

But, please...
Tell me about this déjà-vu that keep troubling my beautiful days.


p/s:
 I red someone's blog that I knew and it really makes me feels ::unexplainable::
I just don't want to make 'that' blog public here but it really makes me feel ::unexplainable::
Just .:I'M IN LOVE:.

Tuesday, October 20, 2009

My Immortal


I want to stay in love with you
I want you to stay here in my heart
I want to laugh for every single happiness in your smile
And so to cry for every single sadness in your tears

I want to be by your side no matter how hard it will take
I want to be your sun to brighten your day
And to be your stars to guide your way

I always want to be everything that you wish for
To make your day and to shine your smile,
To wipe your tears, to hold your fears,
To kiss you in the morning and in the night,
I just want to stay in love with you.

Thursday, October 15, 2009

Save My Soul




Now I'm Sitting Here In The Corner Of My Room
staring Through The Window Watching The Sun Goes Down
and The Shadows Starts To Creep Across The Floor
in This Loneliness I'm Crying In My Bed

and The Rain Begins To Fall Down On Me
as The Sadness Grows Deep In Inside Of Me
and I Feel A Little Insecure Right Now
i Am Crawling Looking For A Place To Hide

so Where Have All My Lights Gone?
for I Need To Find A Way Out Of Here
in My Every Breath I Am Chanting Your Name
give Me Strength So I Can Save My Soul...

my Mind Keeps Telling Me To Hold On
and It Says I Have To Be A Real Man
i'm Still Wondering If I'll Ever Find My Way
that Leads Me To Your Light, Into Your Grace

so Where Have All My Lights Gone?
for I Need To Find A Way Out Of Here
in My Every Breath I Am Chanting Your Name
with My Every Breath I'm Hoping
i Can Find The Way To Save My Soul....




Pictures Grabbed from Deviantart


Lyric from Padi - Save My Soul (Indonesian Indie Band)

Wednesday, October 7, 2009

Some of my funny sketches (I guess)


This is a 2005's sketch. I haven't color it yet. This sketch have it's own story and deep feelings.


This is the 2007's sketch. Daydreaming to be a bride! Not yet colored. Well, the original of this sketch was STOLEN by my ex-room mate back when I was in college. I know it was stolen because I draw it on my sketch book together with other sketches. But the part of this sketch (only) was cut out nicely and lost! See!


This is the 2005's sketch. Not yet colored. I think her shoes was too big. ~huhuh


This is the 2003 / 2004's sketch. I think this sketch is fine but still there is something wrong with it because my mom said that it will be impossible to hold the electric guitar like that! ~ Hahahaha



This is the 2005's sketch. Actually there are two different sketch which I combined it together became one piece. The background and the girl. Her leg were so BIG! ~ Hahaha

Tuesday, October 6, 2009

I miss you all, friends!

Hi, it's seems so long I haven't update my blog. I was so busy doing my stuffs. But still I always watch you updates and leave comments and love notes to you.

Actually I want to upload my latest sketch but the colored one were still incomplete. So just wait, ok...

Picture grab from Deviant Art



This is the incomplete sketch I said just now. Would you like to see them colored? So, stay tune!
So sexy! I draw them while listening Katy Perry's song 'Thinking of You'. Click Picture to enlarge