Wednesday, December 30, 2009

My New Year Plan

 I'm not a party girl... So I planned for nothing in my new year night. I just wanted to lay on my crumpled bed and stare on my wide open window to watch the night goes by. That is how I usually spend my new year. Sometime watching tv with families if there's any nice movie to watch. But usually none...
It doesn't sound so cool but I like this way... Safer and peace...and romantic too..(LoL)

Photos grabbed from Deviantart

Monday, December 28, 2009

My heart is...

...trapped and I can't go anywhere...

...tiny and I can't share it to anyone...

...fading as I'm losing you... hurricane to fight what I wanted to...

...frozen and I can't breath to live...

...and, taken away with you...

Give my heart back or I will cry...

Saturday, December 26, 2009

I miss you...can i keep you?

Oh... I don't mean to be very emotional.
But I really miss you since you're gone...

It's different here when you're not around...
and I really need you here very much...

Can I keep you?

Thursday, December 24, 2009

If I fell in love with you?

If I fell in love with you
Would you promise to be true
And help me understand
'cause I've been in love before
And I found that love was more
Than just holding hands

If I give my heart to you
I must be sure
From the very start
That you would love me more than her

If I trust in you, oh please
Don't run and hide
If I love you too, oh please
Don't hurt my pride like her
'cause I couldn't stand the pain
And I would be sad if our new love was in vain

So I hope you see that I
Would love to love you
And that she will cry
When she learns we are two
cause I couldn't stand the pain
and I would be sad if our new love was in vain

so I hope you see that I
would love to love you
and that she will cry when she learns we are two.
If I fell in love with you

.:: The Beatles - If I fell ::.

This song is really sweet... I felt butterflies in my stomach each time I heard it.

Photo grabbed from Sunnyou, Deviantart. You should see her there cause she got a lot of things to share to us!

Tuesday, December 22, 2009

Oh please...I just wanted to be love...

I really hate argument! How am I going to get rid this thing off! I hate tears and I hate shouting! I just want to be love and I want to love too as well. But please… I’m just a girl with a normal life that making mistakes is common.

I want to be loved and appreciated… That’s all... Please do understand me. I love you.

Monday, December 21, 2009

It's not that easy

You ask me if I love you

And I choke on my reply
I'd rather hurt you honestly
Than mislead you with a lie
And who am I to judge you
On what you say or do?
I'm only just beginning to see the real you

And sometimes when we touch
The honesty's too much
And I have to close my eyes and hide
I wanna hold you til I die
Til we both break down and cry
I wanna hold you till the fear in me subsides

Romance and all its strategy
Leaves me battling with my pride
But through the insecurity
Some tenderness survives
I'm just another writer
Still trapped within my truth
A hesitant prize fighter
Still trapped within my youth

At times I'd like to break you
And drive you to your knees
At times I'd like to break through
And hold you endlessly

At times I understand you
And I know how hard you've tried
I've watched while love commands you
And I've watched love pass you by

At times I think we're drifters
Still searching for a friend
A brother or a sister
But then the passion flares again

'Sometimes when we touch' lyric
He asked me why does love always not that fair,
Then I just realized it then; it is not fair...
Sometimes we need to surrender for our love one,
And sometimes we have to let go our love for ourselves,
But mostly we always fail to have what we dream of…

He told me that love has no boundaries,
And it’s not that hard to have what we wanted to
…but that’s with sacrifices

And it’s not that easy to let them go
Yet at the time I really want it so much…

Wednesday, December 16, 2009

A castle for you and me

Here's the castle for you and me...

I don't care if it’s small or ugly,

Or crumple or empty,

But we will live in there as prince and princess,

That someday we will be a king and queen,

For our loves and dreams,


In our castle for you and me…

Photo grabbed from someone's blog I found but forgotten its address (LOL) - nice right!

Tuesday, December 15, 2009


Here's my favorite...

I love the very last gown. I love white gown with full lace and long sleeve just like on the picture above!

Dedicated to Zahin

------ and I'm crazy for those ------

---- OMG! ----

I like those laces!!!

If only I can make abra-ka-dabra so all the things appear in front of me now! eBay!!!
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