I miss him

 Ok, I quit from my current job and now I'm a freelancer and Adobe tutor. I mostly spent my time at home finishing my designs and portfolio and collecting stuffs. It's quite fun but boring too. I don't really like work under time-pressure with punch-cards and all the stuffs. I just like to work with my own. My sister; Iza left with the airplane to Kuala Lumpur to continue her study at UIA (University Islam Antarabangsa - International Islamic University) for medical course. Pretty boring...

After all, I miss him! Love you forever!

My sister's 1st photography lesson

I found it's really interesting when she wrote;

When I was 13, I don't know anything about the art of photography.
I thought, camera is only use to capture people faces or any event
Just for remembrance. Not more than that.

You mean like this? ...

Iza's first photography

Then one day, I saw a beautiful sunrise and thinking
to capture it by my dad camera.
I am very fascinated with the photo I took
I can't believe, I can took a beautiful sunrise like in a drawing
Then, I realize...
Camera is not just a gadget. Its create an art.
And that is how it started.... 

(like on the picture shown above)

Later on..she continues her photography hobby until she made a wonderful captures! Good luck dude!

Check out her Blog and Deviantart to see her latest photography.

Trying to fix my day

It's pretty bad to have such a nightmares so I try to fix my days to make it better and avoid to think that life is sucks sometimes..ugh! That's crazy...

Nice photos found at meppol's gallery at Deviantart

Nightmare dreams on my pretty bed

My-o-my... I got a creepy weird dreams this lately. I dreamt my ex-peoples who wanted to be friend with me back! Eww..that's creepy!

I told my mom and she said that maybe they think a lot about me and that's why they came into my beautiful dreams and ruined it with that ugly faces. (My mom is a good dream's interpreter).

Geez, I don't need them all in fact, I'm happy with my life now. Sounds like I'm not a forgiving person... O-my, I'm not really like that. I'm just enough with all the craps they've done on me.


Photo; srawildchild at Deviantart

Happy Mother's Day Mom

To my mom, your the BEST MOM EVER IN THIS UNIVERSE!!! Mmuahxxx!!! Happy Mother's Day mom..

Happy Birthday to my Noorman!

Today is Noorman's birthday and...oh my...So sad, I'm not beside him in this beautiful moment... Seems like I'm word-less now. I don't know what to type here...geez..

Noorman is in Kota Kinabalu now while I'm in Sandakan. But we do text a lot... (word-less again)..

Happy Birthday Sayang..
May Allah bless your age and our love forever...amin
Muaahhxxx


Photo; Saraqael 
This photo is...cute and romantic. I love Usagi!

My Sister's Blog

Finally, my sister Iza (the photographer) got her own blog. She write mostly about her life with beautiful photos she took by herself. Her blog are still under construction... Feel free to visit her blog and it will be a very big honor for her if you guys follow her tiny share!

- aww..look, she only got 1 follower, that is me..

Her SPM examination result! She's good in school and look, nice perspective in her lenses

Her offer letter to join Malaysian National Service (Khidmat Negara) - 2010

Lol - that's her during her National Service

Her bed in National Service

Read about her more HERE

Photos grabbed from http://mytreasuredmoment.blogspot.com/

The Evolution of MY musics

I started listening to musics with concentrate when I was 11 years old which I started to memorize the whole lyrics and the songs. That time, my favorite singers was Britney Spears, Christina Aguilera, 911 and Aaron Carter.

Later on, I switch to a bit noisy musics like Simple Plan, Blink 182 and Avril Lavinge back when I was about 14 years old!

 I was fully obsessed with Linkin Park band when I was 15 years old and I collected bunches of their albums, songs and gadgets. My school bag was also designed with their gadgets! LOL

 Then, the addiction with punk and scremo noisy musics came back when I was 17 years old but now with a bit heavy bands like The Used, My Chemical Romance and Evanescence. I met System of a Down too here.

I left high school in 2005 and went to college and met Noorman at 2006. Still onto My Chemical Romance and The Used noisy musics but since I hang with Noorman a lot and he hates that scremo punk musics and he influenced me a lot to love System of a Down more, so I left My Chemical Romance and The Used aside but still into System of a Down.

Since we both in love (lol) so, we went to a bit slow musics. But I'm not really into a dreamy and a sleepy slow motion songs too much, so I choose to listen to Indonesian alternative bands a lot like Dewa, Padi, Sheila on 7 and many more. Noorman likes them too.

This is how I get into bands like Alter Bridge, Creed and Staind today.

But geez... I went to youtube and accidently watched a subliminal message hidden in a song in a reversed version, it's creepy! Suprisingly, it's in Lady Gaga's songs and also in the kid songs; Barney and Friend - I love you! It's scared me a lot now! You can check it out your self in youtube or google. It will make you hair stand!

Photos grabbed in Google Images.